God's presence is so refreshing. We held this Seminar about Inner Healing. And the teachings is so awesome. The prob is, Mr. Andereas was not present. Rumors said he's resigning from House of Prayer. Cant think anything worse than that :( Pretty sad.
Well, I finally talk with Jedi this morning. And my feelings are kinda cool down a bit.. And we gonna watch X-Men 2 at his house 2morrow.. maybe we gonna watch Matrix2.. I volunteer myself to go to Magelang May 2-4. At least this ministering moment will give me some point of understanding along with a breakthrough. I need it, and have told Jedi about it. He said it was a good thing. I called dimas yesterday, i let all my thinking and feelings out. I finally got a place to talk, and he gave me this way out, which is to talk to Jedi and try to leave him. Dimas thought that he's no longer worth all the fight... :'( I've made an appointment with Jedi to talk abut us on thursday. Dont know what it would be like.. I trust You Lord.. x')